It has been 2 weeks and 2 days since I confronted my husband about his affair. An affair I knew he had been having for months. How deep it actually went I didn't know. I knew of 4 months, how funny that is. That was only the half of it.
My my my has my world changed. He has since moved out, going from our 3 bedroom brick home to living in our camper at an RV park. My children, 3 boys, are dealing with understanding how "daddy didn't make good choices". I am dealing with how the one person I never thought would cheat on me did.
It is hard dear readers. LOL, all 3 of you, maybe. It is hard. One thing I will say for myself is I am a survivor. I have been through so much more than this. My biological father cheated on my mother, during both of their marriages. My Dad, read granddad, passed away 2 years ago next month. I am a foster parent and CPS has literally showed up at my house one day and taken a baby that we thought would be ours forever. This time is nothing but a stepping stone.
It has been years since I have written. I miss writing. I have so much to say. I am not sure where this blog will take me. I am not sure that anyone will ever read or if it is just word vomit for me to get stuff out. All I know is that I am excited to be starting it and to see where it takes me.